Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Its only beginning of the week and already I'm shagged beyond all human comprehension.

In just two days, I've rushed thru my PR project (3 papers and a Powerpoint), My TVRP proposal and still havent finished my Journalism stuff! What is with lecturers and unbelievably lengthy essays?! And to think they always say that Quality lords over Quantity, bloody bullshit. Today was just utter mayhem and pandemonium here in the local hell-hole. (read: freezing lecture room)
And then my throat has to go and feel like it jus got lacerated over and over again by a D&T file from yelling. Its really times like these that you seriously take homicide into consideration when you have Hulk-Hogan-dead-weights for your team.

It just sucks the bejesus outta ya, but wateva. Negative vibes, away I say.

Wat makes the whole scenario more fuck-worthy is tht you have a mother who is stressed and just loves to target you for the brunt of all her crap. Its jus a whole lot of crap for her to just ostracize me in my own family. I hate to say this, but I'm starting to find it harder and harder to believe that this was the very same woman that carried me for 9 months and gave birth to me.

And everyday I really wish I dun have to go home, always dreading the next biting comment or screaming insult. They say dun air your dirty laundry out in public (will someone TRY to get tht into Xiaxue's head?) but I guess bad-mouthing your own off-spring infront of relatives is her new past-time.

Apparently, I'm now deemed as a unfillial, money-sucking good-for-nothing, bumming about at home with nothing better to do, and cannot even afford to lift a finger to help her poor mother with stuff. Its only a matter of time tht the next aunt/uncle comes up to preach about something they haven't even bothered to heard both sides of the story.

But watever lah. Life's a biatch and then u go drown your sorrows in diet-pepsi.

Hey, at least u won't suffer the calories for it.

Who needs love?