Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I'm a little frightened. I'm afraid that by being who I am(the loud, fast-cussing, irrational ass that I am most of the time), I've created a monster. Namely, my younger sister. There comes a point whereby we all enter a rite of passage otherwise known as ''growing pains'; and I grow increasing anxious as I watch her morph into a younger version of me. I absently shudder when I see how shadows of my past inside my sibling, yet I haven't a clue what to do.

The usuals: yelling, screaming, threatening, even coaxing seem to have lost its former potency with each passing day. And with that her attitude towards not only me but our parents gets from bad to worse. Her face curls into an ugly, resentful sulk when my mom chides her. She'd prolly hate me for writing this entry, but hey. Freedom of speech so live with it.
The lost of innocence flitters ever so quickly, and my younger relatives seem to want to grow up fast. Its is ironic as they will soon come to realise that it is not the bed of roses that they percieved it to be.

But then again, life's like that. WTF indeed.

I just wish May can stop being such the little Bitch that she is right now. Lord have mercy on all of us.

On other random notes. Boy did it rain like nobody's business today; any second I expected the news to flash typhoon/hurricane alerts of something. Fortunately, I was snugly at home due to a slight fever I had.

I had a good hair day too, btw. ^^

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